| Tuesday, March 28th, 2006 |
| 12:50 am |
Cool. Im 20 now, I guess. Im getting old. |
| Tuesday, March 14th, 2006 |
| 11:01 pm |
Everything is temporary. Everything except for ONE thing. Thanks. :] |
| Thursday, March 9th, 2006 |
| 9:56 pm |
I hate how I continuously look at them both. And I fucking hate it. But for some reason, whenever I see one, I see the other shortly after. And thats my fault. Because I make myself do it. Who knows why. I can't stand it. I actually don't think I can handle it. |
| Wednesday, March 8th, 2006 |
| 8:24 pm |
Lets see how this turns out :/ |
| Thursday, February 2nd, 2006 |
| 9:43 am |
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005 |
| 4:09 pm |
Its sad. but true. Itsdonewith.itsthrough. Im not sure what im supposed to do right now. I've made mistakes..Everybody does. Im just not sure which of my actions I want to consider mistakes and which I don't. My heart has been beating really weird lately and my breathing hasn't been normal..It's kind of worrying me, but at the same time, I don't really care. Whatever happens, happens. Im not going to stop it anymore. Current Mood:  NothingCurrent Music: Death cab for cutie- soul meets body. |
| Monday, November 28th, 2005 |
| 1:05 pm |
damn.. The mall goth/scenester party has to be pushed back. It cannot be this weekend anymore due to a few things..it can't be the weekend after that because i've got plans for one day and this is a three day thing..can't happen..So, not this weekend..Not the next weekend..The next-next-next weekend. It's worth it.. My ankle fucking hurrrrrts Everyone, remember to come to the show at Unified groove on Wednesday..The flier is on this page somewhere.. |
| Sunday, November 27th, 2005 |
| 2:18 pm |
I love my fucking life. Everything rules. All the people rule. everything...It all fucking rules the hardest |
| Friday, November 25th, 2005 |
| 1:25 am |
Im sick of people who bitch about thing's too much. I don't care about the following issues: Needing a boyfriend/girlfriend Shows you're going to/went to Anything having to do with a bands lifestyle Purses Dieting Negative thoughts about what im doing Glasses (prescription/sunglasses/prescription sunglasses What a paticular person in my life did years ago/doesn't matter anymore Thats all i can think of right now, but i'll think of more and edit this, probably. Im going to bed. |
| Monday, November 21st, 2005 |
| 5:48 pm |
hahaha Friday- sleep, mostly Saturday- Seattle; pre-party; shiver me timbers; GONE Sunday- after-party; after-after party Next weekend: Friday- Hanging out with Chari Saturday- most likely krunkfest 2K5 ver. 20 (approx) Sunday- don't care. Next Next weekend: Friday or saturday- mall goth themed party + several pre/after parties..Oh god. Current Mood:  STOKED |
| Sunday, November 13th, 2005 |
| 5:38 pm |
I love my friends, you know? You know, journal? my life is hella tyte/boss. |
| 3:47 pm |
PARENTS <3
 d00dzorz, bring da parents along. Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: DJ Dieselboy |
| Monday, November 7th, 2005 |
| 1:37 am |
EDIT: STICK WITH THE DICK. Myspace is going fucking SLOW. Current Mood:  sick |
| Sunday, November 6th, 2005 |
| 7:56 am |
What a stupid weekend. I was so stoked that Kyle was coming into town and I could finally actually hang out with him. So friday me and Andrew went over to Ian's and it was all fun and everything, then turned shitty. Im sure anyone who needed to hear what happened already heard, so no details..around 5 I drove home, thinking that Andrew had somehow gotten home..Later found out he was sleeping on the couch downstairs. Although, at some point, everyone decided to have an underwear dance party. I saw Ian Judds penis more then once. Then I stole all there pants and took them outside in the garage...Then left.. Yesterday I slept until 4:30-ish..Then I went back to bed around midnight or so..then woke up today at like..5:30 AM and fixed my computer.. This weekend was really stupid.. Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Saturday, October 29th, 2005 |
| 10:18 am |
Yeah dudez, No tonsil removal for Ryan. I went to a different doctor yesterday and he said dat bitch be crazy 'n shit. Actually he just said since it was my first time with tonsilitis, it'd be dumb. So im excited about that. Last night I went to the stupidest show ever. Then I went to see Saw 2. It was gooood. Today we record vocals. Two days before the show. Then we try to make an insert and fold those and get shit ready for the show. Damnit. EDIT: THE VOCALS ARE DONE AND THE CD IS FINISHED! THEY WILL BE FOR SALE AT THE HALLOWEEN SHOW (at Rock Coffee) FOR $5 (7 songs) I also made a banner for The Eastern Express..Yes, it sounds lame, but it's pretty much funny. So it's okay. |
| Thursday, October 27th, 2005 |
| 2:35 pm |
Good news/Bad news. Good news: The eastern express is pretty much done. Vocals today and tomorrow or saturday and we're done. Sounds pretty damn good so far. Bad news: They drew blood today. Im tired. They want to take out my tonsils next week. Good news Part 2: IM NOT LETTING THEM! LAWLZ! |
| Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 |
| 4:20 am |
The eastern express is finally recording. We've got the drum tracks done and one of the guitars tracks done. We're doing the other guitar and bass tomorrow. Then vocals probably on thursday or friday. This means the cd will be available soon. This means you should buy it so that we can afford to make buttons and tshirts and other cool stuff to sell to you. |
| Monday, October 24th, 2005 |
| 2:18 pm |
D00DZ...Fuck odd numbers and pooping. My only thoughts for the day. |
| 11:12 am |
GUYSGUYS! I can't open my mouth all the way..Im scared that the muscles in my mouth have changed positions or something because it hurts like hell to try opening my mouth any further then it's letting me. This ruins my life. So it better not stay this way, or I can't sing anymore :) And of course, that would make me way stoked. Im making mashed potatoes and gravy and corn and soy nuggets and they're going to be fucking wonderful. Good day to you. |
| Friday, October 21st, 2005 |
| 9:02 am |
Best day of my life..
Kay, guys..this is gonna be a SLIGHTLY long entry..So here goes nothing.. We start with Wednesday..I had been sick for quite a while, as everyone know's since i've been talking about my throat hurting on here and whatnot..So anyways, around 5 or so, I looked at my tonsils/throat finally..not looking normal, I showed my mom..She immediately says "Holy shit, get ready..We're going to the doctor" So I listened, and we went..It took forever to get in and there was this little girl (Who was mentally challenged) who was trying to talk to me, and i felt horrible because I couldn't say anything back..So when she said "hi" I waved and smiled and my mom explained that I could talk..She seemed kinda sad/like she felt bad or something.. Then I finally got back and they immediately swabbed MAH THROAT..That sucked. I wanted to gag and projectile vomit all over everything. but I didn't..I sat in there for a while, and they presribed me to a couple things..Then gave me a shot in my RIGHT butt cheek..(keep that in mind..the right cheek..) and I almost passed out/vomitted because I had absolutely no food in my stomach and my body almost just couldn't take it. So at this point, im on two pills (hydrocodone and some antibiotics) plus an antibiotic shot..Sucky..So, I left and they basically said "Okay, if you're not doing any better tomorrow, come back and we'll look at you.. So I wake up the next day and im laying around for just a little bit watching tv and im noticing im not feel good..and im having a tough time breathing..So I told my mom "we need to go..Now..I can't breath.." So while she got ready, I looked in the mirror and my tonsils were TOUCHING..My airway was CLOSED..it was intense..So we went to the hospital and it took me FOREVER to walk in because I was having such a hard time catching my breath..I almost just fell a couple times..So I got taken back pretty quickly and they got me into the stupid gown thing and laid me down, had me drink this shit that would make the swelling go down so that I could breath and give them a little time to get ready..Then I drank this other shit to numb my throat/tonsils..Then they grabbed this big ass needle, and injected it into three spots to put in some more nuumbing stuff..After they finished, I had to keep sitting up and spitting out a ton of blood..(sorry, this is in depth..even IM cringing typing it..It's pretty intense shit..) Finally, they were ready and they put a different needle into a few spots to take out a bunch of pus from the roof of my mouth and from my tonsils..It was horrible..I had a towel over my face to cover my eyes from the light..and im glad I couldn't see what they were pulling out, but they said it was pretty gross (my mom, especially..Im sure the doctors see it all the time.) I basically laid there for about another hour trying to gain some strength back..So, finally left..Got home and slept forever.. Currently: Im feeling better. Physically and mentally because now im not worried that im just not gonna wake up one day cuz my tonsils closed up again..I sleep a lot, though..It's pretty awesome because no one even bitches at me to get a job or anything..Im playing this shit off, bro's..Im also on 5 different prescriptions, so impretty fucked up..In other words, don't expect to talk to me much..I got up at like..7 this morning..It's not 9:20 and I feel like i've been awake forever and ever..I also just took my medications..and i finally got to eat, which is a good thing because this shit has taken a toll on my weight..I had to have lost at least 15-20 pounds..Crazy shit, mangs..Okay, I think that's enough..Im going to bed. Current Mood: lazyCurrent Music: Aunt Frauds- Jesus never existed. |
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